wah.. i realised tt my last blog was more like 10 days ago!! din realise i nv wrote anything for so long... actually i wanted to write something over the weekend coz i have something to say but was too busy n tired..
Sigh.. last week was madness.. biz proj due on mon ( and we were still doing the proj like 4 hrs b4 it was dued), got 201 test on wed(nv sleep loh, spent so long studying den the test turn out so easy), 204 test on fri(deduct 0.5 mark for every wrong ans, stressful) and den this mon got 203 lab report dued(omg.. this one is the worst, so hard to do, in the end i 2 days nv sleep n handed it in late)..... so stressed...
Today is wed liao.. next tues is first paper n i haven started studying tt paper loh.. OMG... how?? no study break leh n got tonnes of stuff to do... so sian...
Anyway, i still want to write abt something tt i wanted to write over the weekend... erm.. wondering where i should start...
Actually something happened on saturday.. den it made me question the me tt i have always prided myself upon for so many years..
I have always considered myself a mature, sensible and sensitive girl. I believe that i am old enough to be able to handle many things like school, finance and relationship well. But I jus realised tt i m not that capable as i tot i was. I realised that i am actually a horribly over-sensitive, unreasonable n unconfident girl... i cannot believe that i am so bad at handling my personal things..
i guess wat a fren of mine used to say is correct. i really need to grow up. I might not be a small girl physically but i am so super childish mentally.. Looks like its grow up time.
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