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Monday, July 31, 2006

Entrepreneurship and a chance encounter

This is bad... I haven been updating my blog and neither have I been reading other people's blog. I really want to update on happier things but I was too LAZY.. opps...

I finally resigned from my job on 14th July and I was really really happy. The week following that, I had a lot of things done and did some shopping. I brought my brother to cut his hair, did hair treatment myself, went for body massage, bought a pair of damn pretty shoes and 2 pairs of super nice bottoms and did some catching up with my friends. But alas, one week of break is so short. The entrepreneurship course starts on Saturday with a stupid orientation. It was pretty interesting but got too many ppl in 1 group so it was quite dumb. And there was some conflict at the end which made me felt like the ppl in BS are really.. hmm...

Starting from Monday was a super intensive 1 week course. The lectures itself was damn boring. Maybe it had something to do with my instructor. Some of the instructors were quite interesting but the main one not nice. He's not a bad guy but just felt really stressed under him and he does not really help much. For this one week course we had to do 1 presentation and 1 business plan. The presentation was finally over and I think we did a pretty good job. BUT we are having a great deal of problem with our business plan. We keep changing the idea until we are all very tired about it already. But I really hoped to be able to do a good one coz we spent a lot of time on it.

And I met a very special person in the process of doing my project. There was a small conflict when it came to our groups’ allocation on Saturday. The instructor wanted to group us but most people does not want it and in the end we still ended up forming our own groups against the instructor’s wish. And got this girl who shared my opinion that we should not stick to our own friends and came over to join my group coz I refuse to move. And you know what? That person was my kindergarten classmate!!! We were best friends in kindergarten but we lost touch after that coz we went to different primary schools and all before we finally met in NTU again.

It was really an 阴差阳错. We stayed back in school on Thursday till very late to settle our stuff for presentation on Friday so my father came to pick me up in school. And I realized that she lives very near to me so I offered to send her back. And on the way back, we were wondering how come we have never met each other when we stay so really near to each other for so long. We compared primary school, secondary schools and everything but found nothing in common. Until she asked me about my kindergarten and we finally realized that we knew each other! I was so so so so happy. It was like finding a lost part of your life. Here’s a photo of the 2 of us. By the way, the photos look new right? I used the photo restoration feature for my scanner.

Can recognize which one is me? All my friends said that Mea Fun is still recognizable coz she din change much but I changed a lot. Even Mea Fun said I changed a lot and she really did not recognize me at all except that she found my name and my address really familiar. I am really amazed at her memory coz she can even remember my surname! I only knew her name and I wasn’t even too sure about her name, except it had a mei something one. opps...

My kindergarten class photo. Try and find me.... I will give the answer next week. Hehe....

Come to think of it, I do not regret coming to NTU that much now. At least I found something that is so valuable to me.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

F*** you.....

mdm quah and your daughter. You two better watch your stupid mouth. Esp mdm quah. Your daughter got no brains and absolutely no common sense and you come and blame me??? And you have the cheek to say until its my fault. you should go and die. one day you will get your just retribution as a result of your dumb mouth. Next time, you kill me I also dun want to come back to this place at all. I am so looking forward to Friday. pissed....

Monday, July 10, 2006

not improving

more than 1 week has past and i am still not feeling better. i got transient happiness. For example from my class gatherings. But i dun have lasting ones, meaning i still feel gloomy after a while.. sigh... i have so much things on my mind now, i dun even know which one is troubling me the most... happiness.. where are you?

Sunday, July 02, 2006

in a serious state of depression

Sigh… wasn’t feeling good these few days. I think I am going through pms. I am really looking forward to a long break but it seems like everything dun always turned out as planned.

I seriously think I should stop reading people’s blogs. They jus make me feel so depressed coz my life is so damn boring compared to them. I really long to go overseas and I really envy those people who are getting a great life overseas, be it for studying, exchange, summer studies or just for a holiday. Even those ppl who are staying in Singapore are getting a life too. Like getting some experience by doing internship. At least they are doing something meaningful. Not like me. Not only did I failed to get my internship, even plans to go overseas were all empty discussions. So here I am in Singapore, feeling so sick and tired of my life. Work dun make me feel good coz the money only stay in my bank for a while and I dread going back to school coz I think my school s*** like mad. Even my relationship seemed to be going downhill. And my luck at gambling s*** like mad. It seems like nothing is going well.

The SK-II mask I bought today seemed to lift my mood a little bit but I still feel very depressed. I hope my mood improve over the next few days…