i am so worned out...

sorry to all my loyal readers who came back here day after day only to realise that there haven been any updates. I am so busy and I am feeling so worned out. I haven got time to rest and work keep piling up one on top of another. I am so stressed up! I dread coming to schoo. I dread my computer and i just dread waking up to another day in school.

Let me jus update you guys on what have i been doing. I will post photos later when i have time to upload them.

After my irritating 7 hours with an assignment, that weekend was a busy one. 4th mar was RV mock com and i had a day of rushing around coz i have to be in RV at 7am for the com and back in Yishun at 1230 for tuition den fly back to JE for meeting. Sun, 5th Mar, was my bro's birthday but in the end i went out with my bf and his gang for sushi at Lot 1 and went westmall to watch Underworld Evolution. I did not really understood the show since i did not watch part 1 and the only impression i had of the show was that it was super bloody but the female lead had a great figure coz there was a pretty sensual sex scene.

Following week got no assignment or wat to hand in but i have lotsa other stuff to do.

7 Mar(Tues): SBS day so in order to accomodate the events of the day. I had a lecture at 830am! and the second lect was at 330pm. Long break in between to attend talks and take part in events. I attended this talk by my professor and the only conclusion that i got out of the talk is that i have to do my Ph.D. If not there will not be much jobs available and if i do my Ph.D, most likely i am not going to get married early.

9 Mar (Thurs) was my facial appointment. It was a rush day too coz it was right after class and after facial i went down to Suntec for the IT fair to help my cousin to look at computer. I dunno what happened that day but i was super tired after the facial instead of feeling relaxed. I got a terrible headache and a fever when i got home and i jus went to bed without bathing.

10 Mar (fri) i din go to school but i went IT show with my aunties and uncles. Was supposed to meet my SJ frens at Holland V but in the end i could not make it coz we stayed there till very late. It was a fruitful day coz we bought 3 printers (1 for each of my 2 other cousins and 1 for myself), 1 LCD screen, 2 binoculors and some photo papers.

11 Mar(Sat): I had this biobiz seminar at Biopolis. As we had to upload resume, i only finished my resume at 3am and i have to wake up the next morning at 630am coz i have to make up and stuff and i am meeting my friends at 815am at buona vista mrt station. So.. i was so tired for the entire talk. The seminar was pretty interesting even though there were boring speakers and i feel asleep for 1hr after lunch due to the after lunch syndrome. After the talk, i went orchard to meet my bf for a while and i bought nice nice doughnuts home from Taka.

12 Mar(Sun): i went sim lim to help my cousin buy a system. Talking abt it, i am so angry.......... my boyfriend fly my kite. Irritated. He left me there alone and i felt so bullied by the bad ppl at the place. Luckily my friend recommended a good shop for my and in the end i bought from that place.

Sigh.. another week has past and its a busy week again.

14 Mar(Tues) and 15 Mar(Wed). 1 assignment and 1 report dued one after the other. Luckily the assignment was not so hard to do. I finished it in about 4 hours so i only skipped the 306 lecture in the morn. But gg for the afternoon lecture oso not much difference coz i wasn't listening at all. The report on Wed was more terrible. There was so much information to process and even though i did most of it in school, leaving only the results and discussion to do at home, i only managed to finish my report at 4am. Since i have class on wed at 930 and i have to go to school on my own, i only have about 3hrs of sleep. Wed was a taxing day coz it was com lab and i had tuition. After which i promised to help my cousin set up and install her computer.

16 Mar(Thurs): I went back to RV to pack the nursing stuff for the FAC committee to pick up on Fri to bring over to JT. I couldn't find time to go back earlier so in the end i had to do a lot of last min stuff. Felt so bad coz my kids have to do the things. After that i went to Bugis Village for Pilates classes. Pretty interesting. I think i should go back for more classes. I get toned without sweating much.

17 Mar(Fri): The first time in a very long time since i got home before the sun sets But i still went out in the evening to buy dinner and to buy some stuff to make for my kids for their competition on Sat. In the end i finished the stuff at 2am and after doing some of my own things, i slept at 4am but i have to wake up at 7am coz i need to reach JT at 830am.

18 mar(Sat): The First Aid competition. Pretty cocked up but my cadets were not affected much. The results was quite well but we lost NC again to JV. Come to think of it, i think the NC category is cursed. We lost it many times already.

19 Mar(Sun): A visit to the Surya Home. Another early day since i have to reach JE at 830am. Actually it was a pretty boring day coz we din have much to do. But its sad to look at the old ppl but i am glad at least they have ppl to look after them. After the visit i still have to go for tuition but i was so tired i kept falling asleep in class while my students were doing their work. AND i was waiting for him to call but he didn't. So after watching Super Idol (which Bryan won!), i went to bed without calling.

Yesterday i had tuition. So today, here i am with another busy week ahead of me. I have 2 reports dued tmr. Of which, i have yet to finish a single one. I have another report due and a quiz next week. The week after next, i also have another 2 reports to hand in. And guess what? I have 2 more weeks to exams.

ARGH.. can u understand how much i hate my school? They pack all the reports, assigments, quiz and reports towards exams and exhaust us out, leaving us no energy to study for exams. Cant they plan the timetable better? The school sucks. I seriously encourage students who want to come to my school to consider. You need great passion to survive. I am dying already. So is my passion.