it was a nice day..

it is amazing how compliments can do to a person's self esteem. I felt loved and wanted today coz of an sms that my tutee sent to me. so sweet...... and it made the day prettier despite the rain and made up for me having to spend a beautiful Sunday with virology.

inconsiderate BS students

I have been studying in the resource room for the past few days, jus the way i always do during the exam period. And i am damn pissed off by this group of girls who like to sit at the table behind my favourite table. They dun want to study den i dunno wat are they doing in school!! They jus talk and talk, on and on.. and they do not bother to lower their volume. They do not scream at least, but they talk normally when the resource room is so damn quiet. Totally pissed off.....

And the worst thing is that when ppl ssh them, one of the girls even have the cheek to say "ssh what ssh. So rude. I will talk louder" OMG!! You call this a university education? What have our schools been doing? To have produced such students who call themselves educated and yet talk like the "lian" on the road. The best part was when she complained to another friend (not at that table), her friend actually said that they were really very noisy mah. haha....

sigh... i hope they do not get the table near me tmr.... if not i will really go mad lah! ARGH!!

counting down...

8 more days to my final exams! And i literally mean finals coz unless i fail (touch wood), i will not be having any more exams for the rest of my life!! (driving not counted and PhD 另当别论).

Please pardon me for the lack of updates. I have been real real real busy ever since after BPC finals. I had cell bio presentation on 26th Nov, a genetics presentation, Biz essay and presentation on 1st Nov, AND an immunology quiz on 2nd Nov. After that, i spent a lot time trying to figure out how am i going to get money to put back into my account.

Sigh... i went to see the doc on 2nd Nov for the marks on my skin. Huimin bluff me.. she say she only spent $70 the first time she was there. But i spent a whole whooping $282!!! Ouch... really pierce through my heart. Sigh... there goes all my savings.... But its not huimin's fault lah.. she dunno will cost so much oso. So dun feel bad ok? Anyway, i PROMISE that i will not scratch my face and leave it so many marks again. I really do not want to spend that kind of money again. I will really die if this goes on.

And I went to cut my hair yesterday and colour on Saturday! Well.. the colour is very nice.. but the hair cut mah... hmm.. i regretted asking Dor to cuy my fringe shorter. Now its TOO short!!! I cant tie my hair or do anything basically coz the fringe looks damn weird. I look like a cockroach when i tie up my hair coz it looks like i have 2 feelers.. yucks... but the good thing is that i no longer need to depend on hair bands liao. coz my fringe do not fall on my face and maybe it will do my face some good?

Okay.. 8 more days to exams.. i really need to study coz my timetable this time sucks. No time to study jus before the paper coz i have many back to back papers. I need luck!!

Final updates on BPC

Well, the BPC was finally over. It was disappointing not to have won anything. But i am not upset... coz i 输得心服口服. The teams that won were really good. We have been really lucky to have even made it to the top 12 and i am very grateful for that. On top of that, the competition had been a real learning experience. I really might consider going entrepreneur-ish in future. (",)

And I really want to thank all the people who have supported us and have given us your love! Especially to my darling, who took half day off to be at the event. To the Godiva gang who was with us the whole day and who helped us quite a bit. To all and everyone one else who came down and cast their votes. Last but not least, I want to thank the management team of ZEED! You guys were great!

Well, here's some photos to share with you guys...


<---- This was our wonderful booth. But 一山还有一山高。 There were prettier ones but I think we did a pretty good job with it.

Here i am with my creations:
That's me busy rehearsing for the presentation. I still messed it up in the end.. sigh...







And here's my teamate who's explaining the posters to the audience. And the VC fair was a real battle...

And presenting to you... the management team of Zeed Pte Ltd

Invitation to BPC finals

(click for a bigger picture)

Dear Friends,

Your are cordially invited to attend the BPS finals. Including everyone not in NTU. You guys can still come and support even though u cannot vote.

Do come and give me your support ok? Esp for NTU students, remember to come (and get your friends to come too) to vote for the most favourite team! My team is Zeed (but it was Zeeds on the poster).

Since my team is the 10th team, i think my presentation should be at 2pm. Come n support so that i wun feel so scared. You can also come and visit my booth.

See ya!

Yan Ling

happy birthday to me!

Happy Birthday to me.
Happy Birthday to me.
Happy Birthday to Yan Ling.
Happy Birthday to me.

Thanks to my BS friends for their really creative present. But i am so sorry that i din have much time to celebrate with you guys...

And thanks to my sister for her creative cake, thanks my dear and everyone who have wished me happy birthday.

Old liao.. gotta come to terms with it. Happy birthday to me...

Sumatra is so nice to me...

Sumatra is lighting forest to celebrate my birthday with me! I am so touched but i hope they will not be so nice to me again. The candles got the entire Singapore bathed in haze and no one seemed happy to celebrate my birthday with me....

I think the people need to be educated.. Now i cannot stand the smell of the haze.. terrible.... Its so bad that i cannot even see M'sia from my house. How to see the moon?? And the moon is supposed to be the roundest in 7 years.

hmm.. more present ideas

i am a total facial product freak and i was looking at xiaxue's blog today and she receommended this product. Thought that it is worth trying and its not too expensive.

This is called the Cellnique Pro Sebum Gel. Selling for 69.90 at Sasa. anyone wants to buy for me?

BPC updates

wow... the semi-finals is finally over. It was really quite an experience. And before i leave for KL later this evening.. i want to share a real good news with everyone.

YES!! WE GOT INTO THE FINALS!! WOW!!! getting more and more exciting..

we got into NTU BPC semi-finals!

haha.. my friend always complain that i have nothing good to say on my blog so here is a super big and super good news that i want to share with everyone!!

My team got into NTU Business Plan Semi-finals. well.. yeah.. its only the semi but i am already very happy.. coz we did not expect to get into anything at all but we are now top 40 out of 154. good yeah?

But that also means its the end of my recess.. the presentation is on friday so i am not going to have time to rot at home and have some private time. My schedule for the next few days is packed to the hour (coz i have to take bus from 1 place to the other) and i realised that i do not even have time to pack my bag for my trip on friday. well.. dunno whether to be happy or sad...

anyway.. i hope we make it through and we can get to the finals. exciting...

recess is here!

YEAH YEAH!! finally.. TODAY is the first day of my break. It will probably not be like a break at all but i am jus happy that i have an entire week without school. My week is packed with activity but i am going to give myself some free time to read storybook and rot. ARGH.. i miss my novels... Anne just recommended me an author today and i am going to try and find her book at the library tmr.

Anyway, looking at the ticker countdown, my birthday is exactly 2 weeks away. Sooo, to prevent my dear friends from troubling over what presents to buy, i have came up with a list of things that i want.

Ettusais products
I am a pretty big ettusais fan so i kind of love some of their products. I have shortlist some of the possible candidates that you guys can consider buying for me. But I am a member of them so if you want to buy their products for me, rmb to ask me along so that i can clock stamps. I still got 9 more stamps(90 bucks) to completing the card. And it will be the best if can get it from metro den i can accumulate points for my metro card too. (",)

The ettusais night protect powder refill ($30). Oh.... i really love this night powder. It is really good.... unless you tell me every morning i haven wake up yet so my skin looks better.

Alternatively, can get me the puff at (NT210). But this has to order online from their official website coz its not sold in singapore, which explains why the price is in taiwan dollars.






Ettusias acne whitening mask ($48). I have been using this for a long time and i thought this product is pretty good. However, recently i was very broke to buy so you guys can help me out by buying it for me yea?

Day Protect Powder (natural beige, $63). Since the night protect was quite good, i thought i can try their day protect powder... Jus remember to buy from metro and ask me to go along....

Medicated Acne Concealer (natural beige, $35). Well.. i am a fan of concealers so i guess this work for me.. hehe..

More skincare products....

SKII Facial Treatment Mask (~$90 if you get them from chinatown, ~$114 if you buy them from the store). I am also a member so get me to go along if you want to buy. And get them from metro too ok?

Ampule from my beauty Salon, Touche (Dermadefence) at $262.50. But i have $75 bucks voucher so can use oso...

Some random stuff....

Goodwood park durian moose cake (~$7/slice). I simply love their durian cakes.. yummy.. or any of their durian products oso can.

A nice treat for me at any nice place... I am a glutton.. so food is for me! But i dun want to eat buffet ok?

Earpiece. I want a earpiece coz mine's spoilt and i using my brother's. I just need a normal one but it will be a plus point if it looks good.

Bracelet. I broke the bracelet which my junior got for me last yr. All because i was too dumb to have worn it while doing CPR.

Bluetooth adapter. I want bluetooth on my lappie coz poor lappie got no bluetooth...

Sony Ericsson Memory Stick Duo 1gB (~$70). Not a need.. jus a want coz my poor phone only got 64mb now...

Xerox Phaser 3110 toner. I seriously do not know how much is this. Xerox just went to the doctor and have yet to come home. but he is oso out of toner so come home oso cannot use....

Even more random stuff...
Can also consider giving me cash (to help me pay for my birkies that are coming), birkenstock vouchers (coz i still want to buy another pair) or metro vouchers (so i can buy all my ettusias products).

Alternatively, things like jackets, keypouch, bags and clothes are also very welcomed.

Spa treats, facials, pedi n manicures are also very good ideas. (",)

If you guys got unlimited budget, can consider getting me a digital camera, colour laser printer, new laptop etc...

Actually i really do not mind anything that you guys get for me. No need to buy anything oso can.. jus a small gathering with everyone is good enough for me. BUT i want a card ok? I love reading what you guys write for me.... hope you guys will find something tt will suit ur budget here.... If there isn't.. let me know again den i think of something else again...

hang in there... counting down to recess...

yippee... the greatest news since school started.. haha... recess is coming.. counting down 4 more days... I am finally getting a break! even though i have work to catch up with, presentation to prepare for and notes to make... But i am getting a break!! and i am going KL.. so happy... haahaa....

to all my dear friends who have to take entrepreneurship during the holidays: dun fret.. we can still go out and have fun after your classes. Jia You!

personality test

found this on a friend's blog and i thought that it is actually quite true.. but maybe like my friend said, things are too broad so they are always very accurate? anyway.. jus for reading fun...

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

(well, no comments on this. but i guess its true that i am very friendly to everyone, provided that i like that person. Maybe that's why hz is always so worried coz i might run into a crook one day and never know)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

(something is missing here. I like practical people and the person must be willing to upgrade himself.)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

(I really wish that this was really true)

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

(hmm... where are my admirers? i do not see them around... but i do like to flirt.. haha.. for the fun of it. but no harm done. i still love my dear very much. =p)

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

(true... coz i am considering doing my PhD and i always want to learn a bit of everything.)

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

(probably true.. routine jobs just BORE me to death....)

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

(okay... i will consider a career change. Only after i used my degree for a while.. hehe)

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(well.. all girls are self-conscious right? i am not an exception)

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

(haha.. i believe my friends will all agree with me right? i cannot sit still for long. unless i am rushing a project or studying for exams.)

I HATE SCHOOL!!!!

yes.. i really dread school. i hate this place to the core and i cannot stand waking up each morning and coming to school.

this place is filled with cheaters and idiots.

i gotta warn anyone who wants to consider coming to NTU SBS, please consider wisely.

blur sotong

i think i have been with rena for too long already. I am getting blur like her!! Arrgh!! (she's gg to kill me when she sees this. haha...) I actually left my laptop on the table in the resource room while i was in the LT all the while. For TWO entire HOURS!! wow!! I was surprised that it was still around when i went back. I cannot believe how blur i was... I am so glad i still got it back. if i lose it i will die...

sigh.. i guess my brain is not functioning well these few days. Its only the 3rd week of school and i am already feeling super stressed up! it feels like the last few weeks before exams when i have lotsa assignments and stuff due. I have a 15 pg report due next mon and a 2000 words essay due on friday. sigh.... and i still got weekly assignments. i really feel that i am going to die soon... sigh...

我要飞

its only 2 weeks into school and i am already feeling so drained out. Not only is the timetable so terrible, (i have 2 8.30 days and on one of it, i have a 4 hrs lecture straight in a row), i have tonnes of assignments, presentation, reports to do and a whole mountain of papers to read... sigh....

i really want to fly, fly away to a faraway place. with my loved ones and away from all these stress, conflicts, unhappiness and troubles. i want to go to a farm, feed cows, squeeze milk, collect eggs and ride horses.

Happy Birthday Singapore!

MAJULAH SINGAPURA

Mari kita rakyat Singapura

Sama-sama menuju bahagia

Cita-cita kita yang mulia

Berjaya Singapura

Marilah kita bersatu

Dengan semangat yang baru

Semua kita berseru

Majulah Singapura

Majulah Singapura

Our Pledge
We, the citizens of Singapore,
pledge ourselves as one united people,
regardless of race, language or religion,
to build a democratic society
based on justice and equality
so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and
progress for our nation.

Something about these two really evokes a sense of nostalgia in me. Maybe coz we no longer sing the anthem nor say the pledge now and i really missed those days in sec school and JC.

The NDP was great and the fireworks were so pretty. Except that i was disappointed that i could only see them on the TV. And it was quite sad that the National Stadium is going to be torn down. I was glad that I caught the NDP at the National Stadium before. The atmostphere at the scene is so different from watching NDP at home. I really think all Singaporeans should watch NDP at least once. Not that i am very patrotic, i cannot stand some things in Singapore and i really hope to be able to get out as soon as i can. But still, i am very grateful to the place for giving me the life that i have now.

Anyway, I am looking forward to the next NDP with prettier stuff. Hopefully i will remember to ballot for the tickets this time.

Start of a new academic year.

I know this is kinda late to post this blog since school started on Monday but I was trying to post another blog prior to this but I cannot get my photos uploaded.

Anyway, school has only begun for a week and I cannot wait for the holidays to come. I am really tired of the school and the people. First, the people in my school are so damn kiasu (or should I say kiasi?). The assignment topics for genetics were only out on Monday and I heard that by Tuesday, most of the topics are already taken up. Wth.... Not only that, when it come to signing up presentation slots for cell biology, everyone literally just rushed forward when I haven even found out what was the last sentence that the lecturer said. Sigh... Second, there are so many assignments and presentations and so many papers to read!! ARGH!! But the comforting thing is that at least my clique is nice, apart from a little conflict, and I really want to thank all the girls for all the nice pretty presents they got for me from overseas. I really love them and I feel so bad that I do not have anything for them. I promised to buy pretty stuff for you all if I ever get to go overseas soon.

Back to posting the photos. No school tmr so I can try for the whole day. Yipee!

its blog time...

i haven been updating my blog for a couple of reasons... First, I am simply too lazy. Second, I am always very tired when i get home. And the Biggest hindrance is my browser. My browser does not seem to like blogger. the moment i want to upload photos, it gets disconnected. BUT BUT.. now i managed to solve my problem. Some settings were wrong with my anti-virus. Sooooo, look out for more blogs coming your way! I try to change my blogskin when i am more free okay? i have tonnes of stuff to do and settle. Argh!

email is flooded...

Everyone likes to bomb my email recently. Siao.... It was already very flooded with all my emails from my project group mates during the week and other ppl still like to bomb my inbox.

A fren sent me like 11 emails in 2 hrs!! All forwarded emails which I have to click many times jus to get to the mail. I was damn pissed lah.. Not that I dun like all the forwarded emails but send all at a time is damn irritating lah. Plus I was rushing out my biz plan and the emails keep coming in..... And today, another fren jus sent me like 8 emails in a single day.

I really think that everyone is so bored, waiting for school to start while I am still so damn busy....