Painful

sigh... the bruise decided to come out today n make itself obvious.. wah.. so big n painful... make me feel so sorry for myself..

anyway.. went for an aerobic class today after stopping for 2 weeks. Seems like not only my hand will hurt, my whole body is going to ache tmr morn.

After aerobics, i went to do a little shopping with my sister. Bought an Adidas water bottle.. find very long liao.. finally found it.. And i bought a bag for 15 dollars at Bugis Village. Its an imitation of Project shop one. Wanted to get original one but too ex lah.. it's 42 loh.. n since no one will be able to know the diff, i decided to get the fake one. But buy liao i felt so guilty. Guilty not because i bought the imitation but guilty coz i jus wasted money on a "want" and not a "need".

Yesterday night when i was going home, i saw this old lady who sat at the foot of the escalator at the MRT station selling tissue paper and i decided to buy some from her. I gave her a dollar and she wanted to give me 5 pkts. But i only took 4. After i've walked away for a while, i decided that i dun want so many pkts so i went back to return her 3 more pkts. In the end, i bought a pkt of tissue for a dollar. Den today, my sister n me saw the same thing at bugis. Looking at all the old ppl trying hard to sell some tissue paper to get some money made me realised how fortunate i am. Make me feel so guilty to be wasting money.. sigh... n i m supposed to save money. Super broke... took cab twice in 1 week... so expensive.

It's so ironical. Some ppl like me are trying hard not too eat jus to buy things and some ppl are trying hard to earn more money jus to eat. Really is shen1 zai1 fu2 zhong1 bu4 zhi1 fu2.