Had a guest lecturer today who's supposed to be talking about medical immunology. Haha.. was so excited leh coz its at least something related to my interest. But things do not always go smoothly. I woke up late and was going to be late. Luckily my dad was going to work so i ask him to send me to jurong den i take bus, thinking that i might not be late afterall. In the end, got caught in TWO traffic jams. Took near to 40 mins to get to Jurong. In the end my dad drop me at BL den i take 179 to sch. He wanted to send me to sch one leh.. but the expressway to Tuas got accident den traffic jam. Sian.. Luckily i wasn't late. But the lecture was a bit disappointing. Its either the speaker wasn't very good or our PA system not good, but the person sounds like he's mumbling. I dunno why oso, but i nv fall asleep leh. Instead i listened for the whole lecture. So proud of myself.
Anyway... nothing was smoother later in the day. Even heaven oso go against me. It rained super heavily in the afternoon and I was wet even though there is covered walkway from canteen to school.
After school today, i went JP shopping with chris n saw Jiating leh. Oh my... its like so long nv see her. Really miss the secondary school days. I rmb one of my professors asked the class a question when i was in yr 1. He said 'Given the chance to remain at a stage of your life, which one do you want?' If u ask me the same question now, i will still say 16. Oh, how i love that period in sec 4. I think there is so much to remember from then. My class became super close. I made a lot of close friends. Had a great CCA. Great friends, great teachers, acceptable results, started a great relationship and had a great holiday. I seriously do not mind returning to that stage again. Even if it means taking O'levels all the time. But i know that time cannot be turned back. But i do not understand why do things have to change. I do not mind if things change for the better but i do like it when they change for the worst. Since sec 4, i guess i made a lot of great frens like my 7A frens, esp ting2, eli n huimin. But i lost quite a bit of frens too. Esp a lot of st john pals. Those that have been with me thru all the years. Quite sad to think of it. And a lot of things and people have changed too. How i wish i can make time stop. Really miss sec 4 days.
But i guess the cheese is going to finish one day and we have to go on looking for new cheese. We have to change and grow up one day. I think can only treasure what i have today and enjoy what i have.
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