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wow.. i 2 weeks never write anything liao. Apologies to my loyal readers... here i am, back with more news.

St John

i decided to blog abt this first since it affects me the most at the moment. My pulse rate and breathing rate is so high i am going to get a heart attack soon. I am SOOOOOOOO angry with my juniors. I think that i am being simply unsympathetic. But i just cannot understand how much can a couple of days of studying do to help you pass your exams with flying colours??? They sure they will study if they dun go for competition? ARGH!!!

The story is like this... this year Footdrill com has a limit to the number of teams that one school can send. They set it as 3 and since i have 4 teams, i either appealed or 1 team cannot go. Obviously i will appeal for all the teams to go right? Since they already spent time to train and i dun want to waste their time. So nice, it happens that my juniors heard about the limitation and they decided to make full use of the chance to shrink themselves the responsiblity of competition and gave me all sorts of excuses. @#$%^. So angry with them. Its seems to them that they dun care about the time they have put in before this and jus want to get away from it since they have a perfect excuse to. The sec 2s standard is not very good and footdrill com has a great deal of competition. They told me that they have DECIDED not to join. Like they have a choice?? If they can make all the decisions den still need me for wat?? SO ANGRY... Anyway, I told them that its their choice and if we lose the challenge trophy again, twice in under 5 years, i will hold them responsible for it. Pissed off.. @##$$!!@@#@#.......

School

Well, school's the main reason i am not blogging. As it could be seen, tutorials and lab reports are coming. This sem not much of a report so far but got a lot of assignments. So sian. This coming monday i was at home doing a lab report and an assignment. I thought it would only take me a little while but i did not expect to spend so much more time on it. I forgot to go for my lab session until my fren called and asked me where am i. I even have to get a fren to help me hand in my assignment that's due at 5pm coz i cannot get to school in time. On top of that, i missed a meeting with chung sang who's back in sg for a while coz i cant finish my report.

sian... den not finish yet, i still got a marked assignment to hand in on tuesday. and tuesday n wed are tutorial days. So, its 3 days straight of madness. sigh... But the problem i haven been doing much tutorial. I mean i got try to do but the lecture notes are totally useless. So in the end, i copied a ans, very messily, on my qn paper. And i haven got time to read thru all the notes that i photocopied. Its not much of no time but no energy. I am really feeling very tired.... But i know that if i dun do it now and leave everything till exams, my results are going to turn out as well as my last sem. argh! so stressed! and its only the 5th week of school. Save me!!

But the only good thing abt school is the Bukit Timah trip. So fun. At first it was raining very heavily and i thought that they will cancel the trip but did not. The place is so cooling and nice after the rain. I want to go there again. After a heavy rain. (",) Will post some photos later. Taken using my fren's phone. Very nice. I wan tt phone oso. K750i.

Tuition

My p6 kids are getting worst. Actually its only the troublemakers but they make up 50% of the class coz the class is small. Now theyeven bother to pretend to listen to me. I cannot even hear myself in class loh... Sigh.. last friday one of them jus broke the fluoroscent lamp along the corridor coz they thought that it was fun to throw my shoe. Apparenly they do not know that my shoe is very sturdy. Its one of my long lasting pair. Anyway, trouble is not over. I accidentally torn the zip of a student's bag coz i was trying to pull her back into the class to clear some stuff. In the end she asked me for money today and i have to pay $12 for her to get a new bag. @#$%. wat the hell.

Life

I cannot rmb much social life in the past 2 weeks. Last mon supposed to meet tingting but she forgot that we are going to nus to find her and left the place to her BF's place. Was quite upset but in the end huimin n i decided to entertain ourselves and go the national lib. hehe.. i borrowed 4 books when i dun even have time to do homework. haha..

Anyway, i went there once with hz but we did not explore the place. I feel weird doing mad things with him ard. I always feel compelled to be prim and proper with him. But with huimin no need image lah.. haha.. we did stupid things like taking photos in front of the floor directory. Felt like a tourist. But its really interesting if you study the directory coz there is some floors without anything and they have weird names like the possibility room which is actually a seminar room. Den we took the lift which shocked the 2 of us coz it was going so fast. So scary. And we found this incredible place - The Courtyard. Its a garden that can be used as an outdoor performance area and is at the 6th floor AND can see the pool of intercontinental hotel. Cool... haha.. took a couple of funny photos there oso. post later.

And supposed to meet liyong to get my book from him since i m in nus and since i nv go nus, he has to find a way to pass me the book. So we decided to meet at Bukit Panjang at night. And he DROVE me home.. haha.. i never knew he can drive. I always learn new stuff when i meet him. haha.. den friday i met him again. To get another book and to return wei liang's book. This time i met up with alvin and qiulin oso. I met alvin at ntu's bus stop and jus drag him to nus with me since he's free. Really gotta thank liyong and wei liang. I have 2 very very very nice guy friends who are so nice to me. ALways helping me to get books. and have to go to so much trouble. But dun worry.. i wun fall for them one. i dun want them to stop being nice to me.. hehe....

General

Well... i am feeling really so tired...and so worn out. I need rest, sleep and some fun. Please ppl.. ask me to come out okay? i am getting such a bad headache now. help!