Why do i feel that despite years of seeing each other everyday but our chemistry is still not as strong or even non-existent. Something wrong with me?
Sometimes I can get really anti-social but I am really a very 群居 animal and i cannot stand doing things alone. But time and time again, i found myself doing things alone. I feel so lonely.
I finally appreciate my friends more now. I think I used to take them for granted but not anymore.
Oh.. i missed Hoi Tung and En En with all the Long John Silver days. All the neo print days and St John days.
I missed the pigs with all the training days and all the st john gals with all the silly things we do.
I missed Pey Yng and Qiulin who always help me to buy food when I have to skip lunch to do homework and who always help me with my work. I missed Liyong, Yong Kiat, Wei Liang, Xiaodun, Yu Juan, Zhang Hua and many more ppl who always helped me with my work esp physics and will never look down on me no matter how stupid my questions can do and when its obvious that i never listen in class.
I missed the pretty girls with all the stupid things in 1st 3 months. I missed Ting, Eli and Huimin who always slack with me but will force me to study but never told me that i deserve my bad results. I missed Kai Er, Eng Ying and Jenny for all the swimming and basketball. I missed Wei Theng who helped me with my work a lot but never scold me for asking so much stupid questions and dun give me tt kind of stupid look.
Ohhhhhh.... i jus missed those days. I really hate my life now.... feeling so sorry for myself...
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