Okay.. this is so irritating. I am complaining again. Recently I’ve stopped reading blogs coz they make me feel so depressed. Even children are getting a life, going out and having fun. And my friends are all planning graduation trips to wonderful places like Korea and Japan. Even my broke-est friend has already booked a trip to some nearby island. And the others are already planning for their future at least, applying of PhD, going for job interviews. Even my not-yet-graduating friend is going for an exciting summer program? Well.. what have I done?
My life is in a mess. I have no time to do anything and I do not know where my time went. Mummy has yet to allow me to go for my lasik and I have yet to decide where to get the money for it since I am so damn broke. As I am so broke, I am not planning for a graduation trip, And even if I have money, I still owe people money and I want to settle it asap. But even when I am so damn broke, I kept running late and have to keep taking taxis. I have never taken so many taxis in such a short period of time. Also, I have not applied for anything except MISE and I am not looking out for anything simply because I have no idea what I want!
My relationship is in a damn big mess and I really do not want to think about it. Our anniversary is coming up and I dunno what to buy or make for him. And I owe him a v-day present.
My complexion is in a mess.. again…
And FYP is also in a mess. I have not touched my thesis yet nor did I do anything on my presentation due next Monday. I have no idea what to write for me thesis and I am getting so damn sian of the project that I just do not feel like coming everyday. And as I am so busy with dunno what, I am getting a hard time planning experiments, especially long ones such as my protein purification. I am even contemplating staying overnight in school. Argh!!
And st john is also in a big mess! They actually mis-calculated the results for the competition and I heard that it was a super big margin. I have yet to get the results yet but I am sure I am going to sc**w them upside down after they announced it. And because of that, I have no idea how to go about planning my teams to train for Nat Com! But I do not care, I am going to assume I do not know anything. Sigh, and talking about this, I have yet to ask neither the teacher nor the trainees if the schedule is alright with them and I have a meeting coming up!
I’ve noticed that I am getting slacker and slacker day by day. Maybe coz I am getting older and I simply do not feel like doing anything at all. And I realized that I am beginning to behave like the old people in St Johhn. All talk and no action. I must start fulfilling my promises! Many a time, I said that I will arrange something and I forgot about it in the end. Sigh….
Oh god…WHOLE BIG MESS! I am so depressed.
My life is in a mess. I have no time to do anything and I do not know where my time went. Mummy has yet to allow me to go for my lasik and I have yet to decide where to get the money for it since I am so damn broke. As I am so broke, I am not planning for a graduation trip, And even if I have money, I still owe people money and I want to settle it asap. But even when I am so damn broke, I kept running late and have to keep taking taxis. I have never taken so many taxis in such a short period of time. Also, I have not applied for anything except MISE and I am not looking out for anything simply because I have no idea what I want!
My relationship is in a damn big mess and I really do not want to think about it. Our anniversary is coming up and I dunno what to buy or make for him. And I owe him a v-day present.
My complexion is in a mess.. again…
And FYP is also in a mess. I have not touched my thesis yet nor did I do anything on my presentation due next Monday. I have no idea what to write for me thesis and I am getting so damn sian of the project that I just do not feel like coming everyday. And as I am so busy with dunno what, I am getting a hard time planning experiments, especially long ones such as my protein purification. I am even contemplating staying overnight in school. Argh!!
And st john is also in a big mess! They actually mis-calculated the results for the competition and I heard that it was a super big margin. I have yet to get the results yet but I am sure I am going to sc**w them upside down after they announced it. And because of that, I have no idea how to go about planning my teams to train for Nat Com! But I do not care, I am going to assume I do not know anything. Sigh, and talking about this, I have yet to ask neither the teacher nor the trainees if the schedule is alright with them and I have a meeting coming up!
I’ve noticed that I am getting slacker and slacker day by day. Maybe coz I am getting older and I simply do not feel like doing anything at all. And I realized that I am beginning to behave like the old people in St Johhn. All talk and no action. I must start fulfilling my promises! Many a time, I said that I will arrange something and I forgot about it in the end. Sigh….
Oh god…WHOLE BIG MESS! I am so depressed.
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