updates about the epidemic at home

wow.. i realised that a total of 3 more people got sick after my aunt while my family were in Thailand. Talking abt Thailand, i quite regreting not going go them. The stuff are so super cheapppppppppppppppppp. My sister bought me a handbag for like 6 dollars? Oh my.. sigh.. nvm.. i shall go another time with my shopping gang! haha... any takers?

Sigh..since we are at the topic of being sick.. i was sick again... in the space of a week. I developed a high fever again last night. All thanks to the snacks at K-box. Sick...Never going to eat again their snack ever again. I was there with Ting, Eli, Jen and Wenjia(who left earlier). Den after that we met Jolin but only got to talk a little while. Coz i started trembling very badly.. den in the end took cab and went to the 24hrs clinic yesterday. Spent 70 bucks. OMG.. sigh...

I hope this stupid bacteria will go away soon.. I dun want to spend so much money on medical bills lah. Already more den a hundred dollars liao.. jus because of a stupid infection..

quite interesting right? 

this thing is called Helicobacter pylori. We used to like to call it helicopter. It is responsible for peptic ulcer disease. Very pretty hor? but a very bad bacteria..

bacteria

I truly experience the power of bacteria today. I have this little cousin who came over to my hse to stay for a few days coz her maid went back home. Den on Saturday, she had a high fever. A few days back, my little cousin and her sister was down with fever and sore throat too.

Yesterday it was me. Registered a high fever of 39.4 last night. Took some panadol (ewwww... i hate panadols but i din took it voluntarily, my mum stuffed it into my mouth) and the fever subsided this morn. In the afternoon it came back to around 38.2 again. Sigh.. My immune system not good enough... In the end i went to see the doctor and got TWO antibiotics. OMG.. is it really that bad? He still want to give me MC for tmr...

sigh.. den when i got home.. i realise that my auntie was sick too. She's the mum of my 2 cousins who were sick. Looks like the bacteria has infected quite a bit of people. Sounds like an epidemic. And my auntie they all are supposed to go to Thailand tmr. Sigh.. hope she gets well.. if not go overseas den still sick quite sad one...

so cute....(",) 

quite a great ad right? pretty funny... 

its over!!

haha.. omg.. so fast exams are over already. Time really flies. Sian.. next mon going to start intersem already. Feel so sorry for myself. But its all i choose one, so cannot blame anyone oso. Anyway, really hope to get good results for this exam. The whole exam dun feel good. *pray hard*

Anyway, ITS NOW HOLIDAYS!!!! Despite every mon n thurs lessons i get to PLAY PLAY N PLAY!!!! Haha.. i feel so super hyper. Yeah.. i'm really going to enjoy myself on my limited budget. No money lah.. no work den still have to spend money but i m gg to have fun. Yeah.. fun...

Now going to pack my stuff first. Going to get those notes n stuff out of my sight.

Lazy day..

sigh.. last paper coming liao.. but i am feeling so lazy. Guess its because the papers are too far apart. Now i feel so lazy to study. Did nothing much today. Have to buck up liao.

Today met Huimin n rena n went for dinner. Had a bit of discussion on Singapore's trend. We were at a hawker centre for dinner and we saw all those cleaners. I have always wondered quite a while ago that since the work force in singapore is getting so much more educated, with more people holding a dip n degree, who else is left to do all these so called "dirty" job. Whenever i see those old people clearing my plates for me, i feel so sad for them. They are even having problem walking and still have to work. I cant imagine what i will feel like when i see my Ah Ma walking working outside like that. Really glad for my Ah Ma that all my uncles n aunties are very filiah. I really hope that those old people are working because they are feeling bored at home or because they have no children. But i think that some of them are out there simply because their children refuse to look after them. OMG.. dun let me meet these people. I feel so sick at their behaviour. If not for their parents they wun be around. How can they jus leave them along to fend for themselves like that? I am uttering disgusted.

And talking about the more educated work force, we talked about kids having so much stress today. Sometimes i cannot help but feel fortunate to be born in my era. Any later i will be hating school like mad coz there is simply too much stress. But wat to do? Too much emphasis on good education in Singapore and all the parents are so kaisu.

Oh.. and we talked about time and how some people wished that they have 48 hrs a day. Actually i am very contented with 24hrs a day. I used to wish that i have longer hours coz i have so much to so and yet so little time. But i think what rena says is right. Time is only an arbituary unit. YOU gets to decide how long u want your days to be. I believe strongly in good time management. You can make your 24 hrs work twice as efficient as someone else's 24 hrs with proper time management.

haha.. sounds like quite a philosophical session but its quite interesting how weird and complicated life can be.

Quotes

I slacked the whole day today.. i even downloaded a lot of songs...n exams is still in the progress.. oh my! wat am i doing?? anyway, read some quotes today.. jus wanna share..


Always be nice to people on the way up; because you'll meet the same people on the way down. - Wilson Mizner

I like the dreams for the future better than the history of the past. - Thomas Jefferson

sleep...

I truly understood the power of adequate rest yesterday during my third paper. I haven got enough sleep for the previous papers coz i have absolutely no time to study... In the end, i think i din perform very well for my second paper.. sigh.... den after my second paper.. i went home to sleep.. n i slept for 12 HOURS!! I was so shocked! I nv touch that paper at all and i have tons of things to study. Its a whole textbook with more than 20 chapters to read. So in the end i only had 1 day to study. In the morning of the exam(paper was in the afternoon) i was still STUDYING.. not revising... BUT... i felt as if i performed better for this paper than the second paper... those that i anyhow guess oso correct den the rest i rmb a bit here n there...better den the other paper.. i cannot even rmb.. tt one is really anyhow guess...

Well, i realised that sleep really does wonders... its not only improve your skin and make you feel better(no bad tempers when u get enough rest). It even improves your memory and your luck! From today onwards, my resolution is to get enough sleep and rest... Everyone out there should too!

life..

wah.. i realised tt my last blog was more like 10 days ago!! din realise i nv wrote anything for so long... actually i wanted to write something over the weekend coz i have something to say but was too busy n tired..

Sigh.. last week was madness.. biz proj due on mon ( and we were still doing the proj like 4 hrs b4 it was dued), got 201 test on wed(nv sleep loh, spent so long studying den the test turn out so easy), 204 test on fri(deduct 0.5 mark for every wrong ans, stressful) and den this mon got 203 lab report dued(omg.. this one is the worst, so hard to do, in the end i 2 days nv sleep n handed it in late)..... so stressed...

Today is wed liao.. next tues is first paper n i haven started studying tt paper loh.. OMG... how?? no study break leh n got tonnes of stuff to do... so sian...

Anyway, i still want to write abt something tt i wanted to write over the weekend... erm.. wondering where i should start...

Actually something happened on saturday.. den it made me question the me tt i have always prided myself upon for so many years..

I have always considered myself a mature, sensible and sensitive girl. I believe that i am old enough to be able to handle many things like school, finance and relationship well. But I jus realised tt i m not that capable as i tot i was. I realised that i am actually a horribly over-sensitive, unreasonable n unconfident girl... i cannot believe that i am so bad at handling my personal things..

i guess wat a fren of mine used to say is correct. i really need to grow up. I might not be a small girl physically but i am so super childish mentally.. Looks like its grow up time.

more abt friends

I have this fren,A who WAS very good fren with this other gal,B. But due to some misunderstanding, their relationship became very bad. Recently, B jus deleted A'stestimonial for her and her testimonial for A. B said that she did it because she was upset with wat A said in her blog. And since things have became so bad, she should jus let A start afresh and remove everything from A's life. She even sent A a letter and returned A all the postcards tt she wrote for B.

OMG! This is so childish loh. I find this so funny. 20 yr old gal dun even know how to handle her friends. Actually i think that B is influenced too much by her bf. She does everything her bf said and her bf is controlling her too much. Personally i think that B is not a bad girl loh.

Sigh... Its sad to know that something like this can happen to a friendship which was so strong. Its take 2 hands to clap and it takes 2 hearts to make a friendship work. If either one is going to let a third party affect n influence their relationship, it seems like either party has to do some soul searching as to why they are allowing someone else to affect them.

meaningful phrases

read this from a friend's friend's blog.. tot its very meaningful.. jus wanna share...

"Although we cannot go back in time to make a brand new start, we can start now to make a brand new ending!

"We are a product of the past, but we are not the slaves of the past. Our past determines our present, but we determine our future.

friends

People always say how impt friends are and how you should treasure your friends. But sometimes i can help but feel that some friends might not be such good company at all. One really have to choose your friend properly. What do you do if you realised that you have a friend who have been very close with you and u cant stand some stuff that she do? What will u tell her?

I have this friend. We have a weird relationship. We used to be real good friends den something happened coz i cant stand something that she did and we stop talking to each other. Den by a twist of fate, we became good friends again. But recently, i cannot stand some stuff that she is doing. I feel like she is always showing off her stuff. Dunno how to put into words but she make me feel like she is always trying to show how good she is. I dunno if everyone feels the same or is it because i feel this way coz i am jealous. Talking to her is getting stressful coz she makes me feel 'useless'. I feel so inferior. How should i tell her what i think without hurting her? Or should i jus keep quiet and not tell her anything?

I have been thinking abt this for a few days. I know everyone has bad habits. For most of my close friends, i can think of some bad habits that they have but i can stand those bad habits coz i know this is part of what make them special. But somehow, this bad habit of this fren of mine.. i cannot take it leh...

Sigh.. i have enough to trouble over these fews days without having to have her to bother me. Sigh.. stressed...

sian...

Sigh... today's a sian day.. omg.. so stressed... SO MUCH things to do. I have an assignment due this fri, 2 tests next week, proj due on mon, and a lab report due next fri. AH!!!!! And exams is coming in 2 weeks... OMG... how???

Den all my uni frens so hardworking. I see liao very sian loh. The env is already so tensed, and they made it worst by adding to the env. But not their fault lah. They are the hardworking ppl while i m always the slacker.

Sigh... actually my fault lah.. push everything till last min den do. Dunno wat's wrong with me.. cannot seem to be able to do things earlier and ahead of schedule... Den push everything together and made myself so stress...

But i'm so glad got hz there for me. At least i know there's him to make me feel better. No need to talk or do anything. Everything jus seem right when i gets to be with him. I feel like ever since we are together, i am getting dependent on him. Doesn't sound good leh.... but... i shall not think of wat's gg to happen in future n jus treasure watever tt's ahead of me.

HTML

Wow.... html is so chim.. dunno wat's gg on... haha... supposed to follow joven's instruction and to paste the stuff onto my template.. but hor.. i a bit like dun understand and cannot find. Den i think i very clever, went to paste my code in frontpage den paste it back into my template again. But like looks weird.. in the end i reset everything.. and went back to look for my side bar.. after a bit of figuring stuff out.. i managed to find!! haha.. so proud of myself. and i managed to add links on.. haha.. fun leh... holiday resolution is to learn HTML.

Today met hz at sim lim b4 mtg the st john gang. Wow.. i m impressed with ourselves.. we managed to shop sim lim for 4 HOURS!!! unbelievable. Anyway, later had dinner with ailing, jov, jac, jingying, xiuling, hz n ling hwa. Supposed to be my birthday celebration. They gave me a very cute handbag leh.. haha.. love it man! Will bring it out when i have a chance.. Dinner was at killiney rd.. haha.. n as usual.. i ate porridge n chee cheong fan. The only diff is i ate fish porridge today.. but i still think tt my century egg with pork is nicer... But the thing tonight is not the food. Its the laughter.. Haha.. i haven laugh like this for quite a while leh... laugh until my mouth ache. Really miss the st john gals. not much time to be with them as everyone are bz with their own stuff.

Anyway, i was reading my fren's blog jus now. Sigh.. jus tot tt wat she said was really true.. i really share her sentiments abt being real lucky in life.. nv study much oso get above ave results. Always the slacker kind and dunno wat's my goal in life to work for. I dunno leh.. i feel like i m studying for the sake of studying.. i dunno wat i want to do with my degree. I was like saying i dun see a future n my fren said i should have known the prospects before entering the course. Actually, the main reason i m in my course is because i cant get into medicine n i jus want to do something bio or science related because i know that i can do well. I am jus scared of doing a course which i have totally no prior knowledge and everything is like deep waters and you dunno wat u are getting yourself into. Sigh... i m really going to watch a step at a time. And try to clear wat's in front of me first.

OMG!! wat to do?? i should really do something abt it right?? but like wat?? and how?? and where to start??

Out in the rain

Its 5am on sat morn. I jus finish 202 tut for mon. Sick...

I had quite an experience today... i was out on the road right in the middle of a heavy rain. Chris was sending me to hougang for tuition and it started to rain jus as we were getting onto SLE. But we nv stop to avoid the rain, we jus keep going and i felt so good. Imagine the wind blowing right at you with the rain falling on you. SHIOK! haha... but it was colddddddddd...... Anyway, its really an experience. I know this is silly but i have always like the rain but dun dare to really stand out in the rain coz i dun like being wet and uncomfortable. This unavoidable situation today made me realise how cool the rain can be. It seems to be able to wash all your worries and trouble away with the water.

Anyway, after tuition we went to eat Chong Pang nasi lemak. Quite nice leh but rather inaccessible. Have to bring hz there one day coz he will love the chilli. Its so super hot loh...

Big 20!

OMG... the date i dread is finally here.. sob sob.. the big 20.. sigh.. no longer teenager liao.. quite sad.. now really have to grow up liao. No longer a kid..

Anyway, this yr birthday quite nice. I had dinner with ching ping, biyun, ju and their partners b4 my b-day. N my dear was there too. First time we all hang out together. Thought it was so sweet of him to go for my sake. He nv used to like hanging around with my friends. N i got flowers. (",) haha... 2nd one this yr.. the first one was v-day. Suddenly realised tt i love him so much. For all he had done for me. Hope he gets to see this.

Den the actual day today was a bit sad.. had lesson the whole day until 4.30pm den rush for tuition till 8pm. Sad way to spend today. But my uni frens celebrated for me during lunch. Had pizza and cake n a failed dessert tt i made on my own. =( Anyway, the food was all quite nice.. den i was so full. And i LOVE their present. Its the make-ur-own-scent perfume from bodyshop. It smells real good and look real nice. But i got smeared with cream. Eww..... Luckily they nv do anything drastic coz later we dirty the place den my vice-dean will come running after us.

Got home oso full of food. My mum cook a lot of food but i dun get to eat much coz i was home very late den mostly finished liao. And got my cake. WOW.. its so nice.. i specially got my sister to buy the banana choc one from the bakery near her workplace. OMG.. its super nice... loved it.. but its so sinful. And i had another slice of choc cake in the morn. (oso my sister buy for me one).

Really had a great day. Really very thankful to everyone who made my day. But ate so much fatty food. I had an overdose of endorphins from all the chocolates. So sinful. Have to go on diet liao. Next few days are going to be vege n fruits days...

back from m'sia

Actually this is a bit outdated lah.. i was away in m'sia on 2nd n 3rd oct. But haven got energy to write blog until today. Feeling very lethargic. I even slept during my mon lect which was on my fav topic(cardiac).

Anyway, the trip to m'sia was not very eventful but its quite interesting. I went to Sebana Cove which was in Desaru(a part of JB that's quite far fr Singapore, take abt 2-3 hrs by car n 45 mins by ferry). The place is a golf resort cum yacht club. Not much things to play but also, not much time to play oso. We got there at ard 1pm on 2nd den had lunch till abt 4pm. The lunch there not bad. The pizza and chicken wing was quite nice. Den my cousins went swimming n i stay in hotel room to look after my baby cousin. After a while i fall asleep until 6.30. Then i woke up to bath and attend my uncle's wedding dinner. (this was the main purpose for gg over to m'sia). They have this firefly trip but we cant go coz its at night. Sigh...

The dinner was okay lah. Food nothing real 'wow'. But the dessert was quite nice. They got this pastry thing with bean paste inside then was quite sweet and nice. They also got mango pudding which i da bao back to hotel but left it on the cab accidentally. Sad sad..

The next morn woke up at 9.30 den jus barely made it for the free breakfast. After that we went back to hotel room coz my baby cousin wanna sleep. Later in the day we went for a walk and took a few photos. SO HOT!! Check out at 3pm and took ferry back to singapore.

Den back home got so much homework to do. In the end i nv do anything but slept on the sofa while reading my textbook.

Now the after effects of the weekend.. feeling so lethargic...

Killiney

haha.. today so exciting... have been waiting for today from monday. Today met Tingting, eli n huimin for dinner. Very long nv come out together liao.. last time we all met was in january loh.. so sad.. miss the gals.. anyway.. we had dinner at killiney road. Ate chee cheong fan(char siew, durian, prawns and mushroom) and porridge. So yummyYyyyYyYyy..... But we ordered a bit too much den had a bit of hard time finishing the food. In the end, i could not try the almond paste that i actually wanted to eat one.. Next time must go back and eat (",).

SO we ate and talk. Laugh like siao on all the jokes and stuff and got mao2 gu3 song3 rang2 on all the errie stories that we were saying. I was still thinking abt the stories on the way home that i got so scared. Den got a lot of qian4 bian3 wen1 da2 ti2. A lot i dunno how to answer leh.. dunno if its i stupid or not qian4 bian3 enough. And after qian4 bian3 qns got some real logic questions. Haha.. n we(actually only huimin n me lah) took so super long to guess the answer den keep giving stupid answers and laugh like crazy.

Really really really enjoyed the short short few hours with them. Dunno when will we be able to see each other again but hope that it will be soon. Misses them a lot.....