i meant hot as in literally hot and my temper very hot... i had a cold shower and an ice cream. managed to cool me down quite a lot... really cooled me down.. i can think better after that..
sigh.. anyway.. it started coz my teacher was chasing us out of school today. den she said that the juniors are in a hurry to leave. they said(the juniors) that their life do not revolve around st john. Den i got so irritated. Like mine does yar? i dun even have to do so much stuff if they really do get their stuff done. OMG... such an ungrateful bunch of kids. In fact i dun even need to come back leh. I cant get a job coz of this anniversary stuff and i got nothing out of it ok? spoilt brats.
i was really angry for very long. And the parents are complaining. Say something like if we say 5 have to let them off at 5pm. den my mum has to call and complain that nv see me at home. Made my blood boil. Like their parents will complain mine dun complain ya? Only they are doing stuff ah? And please loh, they are not even doing their stuff properly so the least they can do is to shut their mouth up ya?
I nv expected thanks for helping. I am a volunteer and i happily sacrifice my time. But the least they can do is to keep quiet them they do not have better things to say.
sigh.. anyway.. after thinking about it for quite a while. Why am i so worked up for? Maybe it isn't what they said, I only heard it from the teacher. And my teacher has a habit of misunderstanding what ppl really meant.
the cold shower really worked. I felt so much better now. More open and receptive to things. I should learn to control my emotions.
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