back into civilisation

sigh... back into civilisation for a while.. every weekend i am forced back to civilisation thanks to tuition...

was hermit since last sunday... preparing for 2 papers this week..

immunology was okay.. at least i dun think i will do too badly...

but virology sucks..

i admit i haven been doing a lot of work.. like nv do tut den sleep in class n stuff.. BUT i do that for every module loh.. no diff.. but i very hardworking got go n print notes leh.. from the library loh.. all the stupid reading materials.. its a hell lot of papers loh. n money...

and i tot i prepared well for the paper.. i din spend long.. only like 2 days? or 1.5.. considering my slacking time n tuition... but i followed the lecture notes ( tt's wat he said.. coz there was a lot to cover den he say he only give those found in the lecture).. den i diligently try to read some of the relevant materials when i dun understand his lectures.. on please.. his lecture notes only got cartoons loh.. n he considered something with 3 lines as too much words...

and today's paper he keep asking us to draw... i mean he nv give choice leh.. he says explain with a diagram... and he expect me to know the genome structure for the virus????? mad.... n luckily i heng decided to read extra stuff from the notes or else i think i die until even more ugly....

i do until qn 20 of mcq i already very sian n i m not even halfway thru the paper.. finish 40 mcq i half sian liao.. i start structure got even more sian.. 8 choose 6 den i only know how to ans like half of every qn?? only got 1 qn i know how to ans everything... by process of elimination.. no choice liao...i really write until i want to cry.. cant wait for the paper to finish.. the moment i got out.. i really cried.. shocked myself n my friend...

sigh........ i seriously hope i dun get my first C... i will curse william chen if that happens.. i hope he dun teach anymore.. please dun harm more students.. sigh....

i jus found this in my computer... it was such nice memory of the class. Jingwei, the guy who passed away is in the second row, first person from the left (he's the only guy in the row). He was such a cute boy.. heard that he became very handsome.. but i wun get the chance to see liao.. 

i got 43

Are U sexy enuf?

Message: GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT 1-11(NO CHEATING)

SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST.

WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOURSCORE INTHE SUBJECT BA

1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE?
a) Dark
b) Light

2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANTTO:
a) Go to a party?
b) Go out to eat?

3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOROUT OF:
a) Baby-Pink
b) Yellow
c) Baby-Blue
d) Turquoise

4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUTOF:
a) Surfing
b) Skate-Boarding
c) Skiing

5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD ITBE?
a) Louie Vuitton
b) coach
c) againt all odds

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OFTHE FOLLOWING?
a) hawaii
b) London
c) florida

7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO:
a) The Beach?
b) Somewhere Cooler?

8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?
a) January
b) February
c) March
d) April
e) May
f) June
g) July
h) August
i) September
j) October
k) November
l) December

9. WOULD YOU RATHER:
a) Chill at home
b) Go out with friends10.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITEINSTRUMENTOUT OF:
a) Guitar
b) Bass guitar
c) Drums
d) The Triangle

11) NAME A PERSON OF THEOPPOSITE SEX


====NOW MAKE A WISH!====

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*******!!!!!*STOP*!!!!!*******

ANSWERS**
1.a- dark= sexy [5points]
b- light = sweet [2 points]

2.a- go to a party = playful [2 points]
b. go out to eat = romantic [5 points]

3.a- baby-pink = cute [2]
b- yellow = loud [3]
c-baby-blue = cool [5]
d. turquoise = sexy [5]

4.a- surfing = active [2]
b- skateboarding = determined [2]
c- skiing = daring [5]

5.a) Louie Vuitton=tasteful[7]
b) coach=laid back[2]
c) againt all odds=sytlish[5]

6.a) hawaii =you like being around people[2]
b) London= You are quiet, and like thecold [2]
c) florida= You like to party! [5]

7.a- beach = tan, likes the sun [5]
b- somewhere cooler = pale and original[2]

8.a) January = popular [5]
b) February = lovely [2]
c) March = loud [2]
d) April = playful [5]
e) May =happy [5]
f) june = chills a lot[5]
g) July = smooth [2]
h)August = fun [5]
i) September = quiet [2]
j)October =out-going [2]
k) November = pimpin' it [5]
l)December = warm [2]

9.a- home = quiet, romantic [5]
b- go out with friends =crazy [5]

10.a- guitar = eye-catching [5]
b- bass-guitar = mellow [2]
c- Drums = loud [2]
d- Triangle = crazy [5]

11. This person will fall in love with you!

SCORES!!!!
UP TO 20 = Not so Sexy
21-35 = Rather sexy
36+ = Too Sexy for this Test!!!!

NOW REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 2MINUTES AND YOU WILL HAVE GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR CRUSH! MAKE SURE YOU WRITE YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT

rest in peace

my dear turtle of 5 years left us today...

actually he probably left us a while liao but i jus realised it today... i usually dun check on him everyday... my mum will feed him vege den i change his water once every few days. The last time i changed water for him was last friday. That time i already realised that he was not feeling very well liao. He was so tired and lazy den he keep flopping his head on the basin... but me, as his silly owner, din realised anything was wrong and thought that he jus dun like the vege that my mum gave him... so i nv suspect anything...

oh my.... sigh..... i should have realised tt something was wrong coz he usually eat that particular vege one... oh my.... =(

life

I jus received a shocking news today. While i was busy watching my juniors compete yesterday(Saturday), my friend met with a car accident and passed away.

He was a lower secondary classmate. We were not very close but i had fond memories of him as a classmate. He used to be a short short cute cute boy. He grew up of course but very long haven met him. Last time he very funny one but a bit rebellious. I still rmb how he broke the classroom's back door ,after they've installed projectors in all the classrooms, so that we can enter when we reach as the servants only open the classrooms at around 7am.

But now, he's no longer around. Gone.. jus like that. He had just gotten his license and was supposed to enter NUS this coming semester. Sigh..

Really gotta treasure life. I have already heard of many ppl who had left us since the beginning of this year. Let's pray hard for everyone. Bless you....

blog??

i am beginning to feel like ailing.

10 years dun blog.

i have a lot to say.

but dunno start from where.

shall talk another time.

=In Passing=

got this from a friend... quite nice..

=In Passing=

In passing
I met you strangely
as you just entered and I left
as a wanderer searching for you
In passing
I found you
and you were so fascinating
and devastatingly beautiful
In passing
I fell in love again
with you my life began anew
with the frenzy of a thunderstorm
In passing
I wrote blindly
to you so far away from me
to draw you closer like a ghost
In passing
I dreamt madly
of you sweetly in the darkness
of the night kissing me silently
In passing
I told you my feelings
for you were there as I waited
for something to happen to me
In passing
I glimpsed the joy
in you I might find new faith
in this meaningless life we have
In passing
I was so so sad
but you were there my friend
but I knew I could never stay
In passing
I came to rest
where you will never find
where clouds drift lazily by
In passing.

birthday party

i went to my 3rd 21st birthday party yesterday night. Very little right? considering the fact that nearly everyone i know are going to celebrate their birthday this year. It either means

1. i m so unpopular that ppl do not want to invite me.
2.My friends have decided to be unpopular and dun want to celebrate.

3. I am going to go broke at the end of the year coz that's when all the birthdays start coming in.

Anyway, this friend is from my NJ class one. Very long nv see him liao. Ever since i left NJ, i haven been meeting him. At the party yesterday, i managed to meet quite number of NJ classmates whom i have not met for a very very very long time. It felt so right. I dunno why, but i always feel very in place when even i am hanging out with these bunch of ppl. Some of whom are not even classmates with me before. But we jus happen to be able to click together. Make me wonder wat's wrong now?..

Anyway, this friend of mine had a very creative party. He got all of us messed up into different tables and we played games. Supposed to answer questions on him, his house and some general ones. Quite fun and we had fun mixing and interacting with the ppl in my group even thou most of us do not each other before hand. Quite interesting coz you get to know his other friends and get to know him better thru all the questions. Maybe i can try something like that for my party. But mine might be quite big coz i am probably going to invite many ppl. Should think of wat to do.

But before i do that.. i should get back to my lab reports...ARGH...

nerd

i feel so nerd... rushing so many reports... anyway.. i found this at a friend's blog and i decided to try.. interesting..

school again

argh!!!!!!!!! why is it so unfair.. we do the prac until so late trying to figure out all the stuff and crack our brains over it and the second group only have to follow wat we've already tested for them and get to copy our answers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wth... damn the school.. dunno wat they all are doing... i am not going to share my results.. its mine!!!!

Humph.. i know i am being selfish but its not fair loh.. We do all the work den they copy????? what is this???? why cant they just plan the stuff properly? I know that last week we used up their reagents so they dun have enough den gotta use our results.. this one i understand. This week.. they dun have enough again?? and they have to copy our results again???!!!??? But the problem is.. yesterday we did not seem to have asked for extra reagents.. most ppl have enough. Even i had enough to repeat my experiments. So why is it that there is not enough reagents again??? WTH!!

school?

very long nv blog liao.. jus tot that i should post something... recently i dunno wat's wrong with me.. i very anti social.. so stressed over something which i dun even know is wat. most probably school and all the lab reports and rubbish lah..

Den i not only anti-social.. i am becoming very mean. I seem to dun like something abt ppl who are around me. Anyone talk to me abt something in school i can jus find something to bu shuang abt. I nv tell anyone but i jus sub-consciously criticise that person.. I am so horribly mean. I think i am jus doing this to make myself feel better.

Exams are coming.. and i haven really understood wat is going on in class. I have not been doing a lot of tut this semester and my CA so poor.. My friend got A den i got C... =(.. very sad leh... sigh.... dunno wat to do abt it.. i dun like to do homework with my friends.. i like to do things as and when i feel like it. Whenever we have longer breaks, they will do homework den if i dun feel like doing then, i get pissed off by wat they are all doing den i dun feel like doing even after that.

Den recently a friend's present made me very bu shuang with a friend. I have another friend A, who knows this friend,B, too so she suggest that we get a present together. I dun mind since we can get a better present for her plus we dunno wat to buy too. Den when i asked my friends, C said that we got so many ppl can get her something den each pay abt 20. i was thinkg that its so expensive loh.. she mad ah.. think that everyone will want to spend so much money on HER good friend.. Yes, we are friends. In fact, i knew that gal since sec 1.. but even though we are in the same clique.. you are not on equal terms with everyone mah. There has got to be someone that you are closer to. Den i was trying to explain this concept to C and she dun understand why would us not be willing to spend the money when we are together everyday and are suppposed to be "good friends". I dun mind the money but wat i am bu shuang abt is tt C is a very thrifty person( i wun say niao k?) so whenever we buy present for others friends, the budget is always $5 each. Den now she willingly to pay $20 coz its for her good friend. I feel like she is trying to get her something at the expense of us. I might be too sensitive or it could be that i am too stressed so i get very bu shuang easily abt things.. Luckily my other friends tot that 20 was too ex. Anyway, another friend D says that its better for us to get our own present. BUT we dun even know at to get loh!! sigh.. den if we share we can get a good present den each dun have to pay so much. I dun care liao lah.. they shall go n think of wat to buy den i pay only.

And talking abt D, i bu shuang her quite a long while ago. I dunno wat triggered it oso.. but we have been taking some classes together den somehow , as we get to spend more time together, i started to think that she's very fake. Sometimes when she talks, i somehow feel that there is always hidden meanings behind wat she's saying and sometimes she ask questions like jus to create conversation and give me a feeling like she's simply trying to get close to you. Recently i have noticed that she's more hardworking and keeps getting close to ppl with good results... The more i see, the more turn off i get... So fake...........

Sigh... now can understand how come i am not happy here. School not fufilling and social life so full of grumbles.. sigh....................

my beautiful saturday afternoon

It was a pretty satuday afternoon. Bright and sunny and got no tuition!! wah... so good...

BUT BUT BUT... got a com lab.. so i had to go back to schoo.. But its jus as well so i can submit my long dued 208 lab report... Supposed to be due on friday but i only handed in on saturday. Luckily the box is still around or i die liao..

Hmm.. den we started the lab with a super informative and funny video by my dear prof.. but the subsequent lab was hell.. real hell.. the first com lab that took me even longer than my wet lab. I was in the com lab for abount 5 hours? Wah.. do until i headache..Den halfway thru the lab, my friends and me were so hungry that we decided to go for lunch first then continue. So poor thing... can a got nothing except for Mac. So i had my long wanted to try chicken foldover finally

So sian.. what a way to spend a beautiful saturday afternoon. In school having Mac for lunch at 2 pm!! Sigh...

Luckily i had a better part of the evening coz it was my brother's birthday and we had great food.. So fattening but its so nice. Got pasta, pizza, curry chicken and ice cream cake.. Yummy....

beginning of school

first week of school.. no time to post anything.. nothing much.. except that i have been slack as usual.. looking forward to my first weekend...

tmr got 208 lab report.. going back to mug...

class gathering on saturday

i cant believe i forgot to post this! This is impt.. gotta share with you guys. haha

On saturday, 19 feb 05, i had the first and probably the only class gathering this year for 4D'2000. This is a tradition and a must.. we always meet during new year to lao yu sheng and everyone will try their best to make it coz our class only gather once a year. This year we had the yu sheng at Wei Liang's house coz we tot that we should have a change in location since we always meet at JEC.. pretty boring..

Well.. the reason we always meet at JEC is that we have always been buying our yu sheng from the noodles house there. Since sec 4. Like Liyong said, our goal is to out-live that restaurant. (",) Anyway, the turnout this year was pretty good coz i managed to contact some of the PRCs and they helped to get other PRCs for the gathering. Felt so good. So in all, we have around 20 people? out of 31 ppl with 5 people not in singapore. So basically only 6 who are in singapore cannot make it. Hope to see them at the next gathering.

We had dinner (compliments of Wei Liang's mum who refused to let us help and refused to take our money). Its a very nice bee hoon, chicken wings and pizza which we ordered. And some jelly home-made by wei liang's mum and water melon and of course, our yu sheng. A very heart-warming gathering. During dinner, we took a lot of photos. still waiting for them to send it to me den i can show everyone. After dinner, we had too much drinks left that we decided to play zhong ji mi ma to finish the drink. It was so funny. Reminds me of last time in sec 4 when my class like to go to the bubble tea house to drink bubble tea and to play truth or dare.

After the game, we went up to wei liang's house and chatted a little while more. And we started talking about the sec sch days and our class chalets. Really missed those days! And after a little discussion, we decided to have another class chalet! somewhere in mid may. Looking forward to that day..

Overall, the night had a great night with great pals and good hosts (wei liang's dad even gave hong bao).

But.. in contrast.. 01S7A's class visit to the teacher's house had been horrible.. sigh.. only 3 pathetic ppl.. felt so paiseh when we got to the teachers' house. Mrs Wang even ordered pizza for us. Maybe my class should have less gathering den ppl will treasure the gatherings jus like my sec 4 class. And i can predict that less n less ppl are going to come for class gathering coz the guys are starting school and quite a number of them are flying overseas. In fact, already 4 are gone and a couple more are going away soon. That's the problem with being in a high-flyer school. Friends dun stay.. so sad..

STOP IRRITATING ME!!!

STOP ASKING ME TO GO AND SEE A DOCTOR AND STOP ASKING ME WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY LEG AND MY FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am sick of it!!!! utterly sick!!!!!! i have a lot of scars on my face and my legs and i am already very vexed!!! quit asking me what's wrong and ask me to see doctor. If i know what's wrong.. i wun be having these scars liao..can you guys dun be so dumb?? and i hate to see doctors so stop asking to go to the doc's.. plus i have already been to the doctor for my face so STOP STOP STOP irritating me!!!!

I am sick of all the scars so stop reminding me of it. If i hear 1 more.. just 1 more person who ask me what's wrong.. i am going to switch to wearing long skirts, pants and long sleeve shirts...

quote

Truth does not become more true by virtue of the fact that the entire world agrees with it, nor less so even if the whole world disagrees with it.

-Maimonides

I like this... it simply means that we should follow our heart. What others think is wrong might not turn out to be wrong in the end..

valentine's day

the time of the year again.. the time that couples go out and be sweet and singles stick with friends and have great fun(or feel sorry for each other).

hmm.. i haven had a v-day to my friends ever since 2001. The last one is probably in sec 4. Good thing or bad? i oso dunno. Anyway, every v-day got something worth remembering..

This year my darling was very sweet. Last year v-day he bought me flowers for the first time. After all the years together. Pretty shocked me. Very expensive leh.. This year he got me flowers again.. this year more flowers.. so expensive... next yr should tell him not to waste money.... But this year's flowers more special coz he arranged them to be sent to my place. Shocked me when i got home. But its so sweet.. Dun see him fierce fierce one.. sometimes he's really very sweet... Love you dear!!

I think i shoule crack m brains and do something sweet for him next year. I haven done something really nice to him in a long while. Maybe can do something for his birthday this year or wat.. i shall go n source for ideas...

movies

wah... i watched 2 movies in 2 days.. pretty neat record considering the fact that i have been away from the cinema for so long..

The first movie was yesterday. I watch Seoul Raiders after a nice dinner at Thai Express. Its was to celebrate a fren's birthday. The show very funny.. haha.. very nice... but my friends all say tt Tokyo Raiders was nicer. I cannot rmb Tokyo Raiders liao.. pretty long ago but i must say this show not that bad. Haha.. qutie funny.. definitely can watch.

The 2nd movie was today. Its was to accompany Ver but she feel asleep a while during the movie. I watched Howl's Moving Castle. A jap anime adapted by Hayao Mizayaki from Dianne Wynne Jones fantasy novel. A very good show. Just like Spirited Away. Very funny and cute... loved this show!!

haha.. going to catch more shows. Next one on my list is Robots!! Oh my.. i saw the trailer and it was like super funny loh. Anyone wanna watch with me?

chinese new year

yeah! its the time of the year again. Do nothing, sit there and get money. haha..

This year i spent a lot of time on new year shopping. Bought 3 skirts, 3 shirts and 4 pairs of shoes. (",) I even bought the last pair on new year's eve. Haha.. omg... i no need to shop for the rest of the year liao. I jus finished buying everything.

Here's how my new year went:

New year's eve:
I self declared holiday. Supposed to have lecture but i decided to skip it to pack my room and visit Hwa Chong. After Hwa Chong i went orchard and bought my shoes and met huimin. After shopping orchard, we went down to bugis to buy my hair moose coz the Reds at taka do not sell. In the end, i reached home at 5pm and started to pack my room, my computer table and stuff until 9pm. Had steamboat dinner and laughed like mad over dinner with my relatives. After dinner, its a tradition to go temple to cross the Ping An Qiao (Peace Bridge) and to Waterloo Street to offer offering to Guan Ying. Got home at 3am. Den started painting my nails. So proud of myself coz i finished painting in record time as i only took 1 stroke to get it done.

New Year's Day:
Woke up at 8am. Finished painting my left hand. Quite fast oso. Den put moisturer on my feet and attempted to wear socks using 1 hand (as the other hand has wet nail polish). After my nails are dried, i changed to sleep on my bed till 10am. Bath, change and dress up to go to my Granny's (mum's mother) place. As usual, my siblings and i will take cab. Usually we have to wait ard 30 mins to 1 hr. But this year very fast as we only waited for abt 5 mins.

Arrived at my granny's place den ran into my uncle by the road. Luckily or i'll have 1 less ang bao. My granny's place do not have the habit of giving ang bao to ppl who are not ard. Unlike my dad's side.

Den we sat there, had lunch, eat junk, watch TV and disturbed the kids. Left there at ard 3pm. Wanted to go somewhere else but nowhere to go so we decided to wait till at night den ask if my cousins wanna go for KTV.

At ard evening time, all my relatives started coming back to my Ah Ma's hse. Eat steamboat den lao yu sheng. Wah lao.. this year yu sheng very irritating. I dun like my new 5th Auntie (my 5th uncle new wife). She's from M'sia den very rough loh. Lao yu sheng become throw yu sheng. Luckily i ran away fast or else my skirt will be gone.

After dinner, a few cousins (those older ones), my siblings and me decided to go KTV. After much considerations, we went to party world at orchard. My cousin drove his parents car and sent all 10 of us to orchard. Reached there at 130 and sang till 430am. Wanted to sing longer but my sister dun want. So we went back at 430 and reached home at ard 5 plus. Bathed and slept at 6am.

Second day of new yr:
Slept till 130pm. Den sat at home and rot whole day. Watched incredibles and ate a lot of junk. SO sian.... tmr still got school. Sigh...

going to count my ang baos liao... came at a great time coz i m super broke...

the journey of my renoma

I dropped my wallet on the bus 174 today. OMG... wat a shock for me when i realised it. I was very tired today. Slept at 4am last night to rush my report for today and today go to school feeling very zombified. I put my wallet on my bag den i got off the bus, i forgot that i have it on my lap. I heard a 'tup' when i got off the bus. I have a habit of checking my seat before leaving the bus but i did no see my wallet on the floor. By the time i realised i dropped it, the bus was gone. I tried running after the bus but no use.

I started walking and called hz. The moment i started talking i started crying. Then i tried to called ppl whom i know live along the route of the bus 174 to get them to help me intercept the bus. But no one picked up my call. And i got even more panicky.. Finally i got to the JJ bus stop. i called ee soon and ask him if he's at home so can borrow ezlink from him. Den i started crying while telling him wat happened. He's not at home but he told me to wait for him while he come and look for me.

Den hz managed to help me find the number for lost and found and i called them. The person told me that it might take 2 hrs to trace my wallet as they have to wait for the bus to reach the other interchange. They gave me new bridge interchange number and as i was calling them, my phone went flat!! Oh my.. wat else can happen? Do i borrowed hp from another person to call. Feel so bad... i no money to pay her and i made quite a number of calls.

After a number of calls, hz called me and say he is at the bus stop and ask if i know the plate number. so touched!! He specially went down to help me see if can stop the bus. But the problem is i do not know the plate number. I only know the one of the bus after that bus. I tried calling boon lay interchange to ask but too late. Hz called and say that he is on the later bus.

After a while, ee soon called me and say that the drive of the later bus has reported my wallet to boon lay and new bridge interchange. Apparently hz told the uncle wat happened.

Anyway, i was supposed to meet ching ping to imm. She called me den i told her wat happened. I wanted to walk to hz's place but she asked me to wait for her somwhere den she come n find me. I went to jurong west police centre to make a police report while waiting for ching ping to come. The policemen were very nice oso. They helped me look for numbers that i will need to call n cancel my cards and stuff.

Then... when i was halfway thru cancelling my giro link card, someone called me (jus 5 seconds after i've changed my sim card with ching ping's phone). Someone picked up my wallet den called my ex-colleague whose number was inside my wallet. He gave my colleague his number so i can call him. Finally i went down to SMU to get my wallet back from him.

Wah.............. wat an eventful day. So scared.. nearly scared my life out of me when i realised tt my wallet was lost.. sigh... gotta be more careful next time. Dun think i will be so lucky again..