relationship

i guess ppl of my age now are all busy looking for a partner. even the most nerdy ones are trying to think of gg into relationships.

having been in a co-ed school all my life, i was always surrounded by guys. Frankly speaking, i have never tot of gg into a relationship. i jus cannot stand the guys that i see around me. the good ones either will nv notice me or are already attached. some better ones are better off as friends den bf... i have already decided to try in JC until he came along...

sigh.. its really so easy to be in a relationship but its really hard to maintain a relationship. i realised that compromise is really impt and you have to believe in what you compromise with. When one party gives in too much, it gets really tiring. sigh... i m very tired now....

Sometimes i really wonder where i stand in his life. I feel like i am never appreciated. There is always a problem with me. What's wrong with me??

Miss him so much but i very long nv see him liao.. the last time i saw him was last last sunday and its really SAW coz we met for less than 10 mins and talk for no more den 2 sentences. The last time we really went out was nearly a month ago. We could have talked on the phone right? But the last time we talked was exactly a week ago. How come so long ago? Coz i am waiting for him to realise that i am missing from his life. His computer is probably more interesting than i am. Does he ever miss me??? sigh... I really wonder what is he busy with.

Somehow I have this feeling that we are both waiting for the other party to call. That's the problem when 2 parties are so stubborn... sigh... maybe we have a problem...